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Subject: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 18:36:56 -0800
On Thu, 4 Mar 2010 23:40:44 +0100 (), Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote:
GREETINGS E.J
Hopefully this time the mail will pass through. Please forgive me for the silence. I was a bit tired & haviing some relational issues with my sister in law who's about my daughter's age. I explained a bit in my other mail which returned a few times so..... well I didn't want to be negative again, so.....what hurts me is that it's in front of my brother & I want him to be serene. He told me that she is a bit jealous & not sociable with people around him, & many a times she'd mess things up. I told him I accept her as she is but sometimes it takes time to understand. Yesterday, when I went she already left the hospital, he said they had an argument over me. A petty matter, I can't understand she's doing this, he needs to be serene. They don't live together (their choice), so when he comes home I don't know? because I'm staying at his place. A kid you can say, "hey stop this nonsense!" but to her things will get worse, so I just send love her way! You know I can only stay 90 days here, then I'll have to go to the nearest country out & back, in order to stay another 90 days. Maybe she doesn't like the idea, but he needs somebody to take care of him, which she never realy did. My challenge in life.
His blood test wasn't too good. Now problem with the liver(80% metastasis) they don't know if they can take the bile tube out? Otherwise all the other things are out. He says that probably next week he can leave the hospital. Since few days he started to eat (like a baby) everything cut up in small pieces & very small quantities. Maybe they said he can leave because they don't know what to do? It won't be easy at home, knowing his case.
Sorry, maybe I should say something more positive. Now all I can do is pray for God's help. My challenge to work with my Faith in HIM.
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 04:09:33 +0100 (CET)
Greetings again E.J
I've received your email but no answer to my mail. A error somewhere?
I heard that John's situation got worse, cancer is spreading, got probably 1 month to live but he doesn't know. He's due to be back home next week, so it might be a trial for him. I really don't know what's best now?
Again sorry to bother you
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 19:38:53 -0800
->On Thu, 4 Mar 2010 23:40:44 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->GREETINGS E.J
Greetings Simone,
->Hopefully this time the mail will pass through. Please forgive me for the silence. I was a bit tired & haviing some relational issues with my sister in law who's about my daughter's age. I explained a bit in my other mail which returned a few times so..... well I didn't want to be negative again, so.....what hurts me is that it's in front of my brother & I want him to be serene. He told me that she is a bit jealous & not sociable with people around him, & many a times she'd mess things up. I told him I accept her as she is but sometimes it takes time to understand. Yesterday, when I went she already left the hospital, he said they had an argument over me. A petty matter, I can't understand she's doing this, he needs to be serene. They don't live together (their choice), so when he comes home I don't know? because I'm staying at his place. A kid you can say, "hey stop this nonsense!" but to her things will get worse, so I just send love her way! You know I can only stay 90 days here, ->then I'll have to go to the nearest country out & back, in order to stay another 90 days. Maybe she doesn't like the idea, but he needs somebody to take care of him, which she never realy did. My challenge in life.
You are a Care-Giver indeed {8-) And a busy one.
->His blood test wasn't too good. Now problem with the liver(80% metastasis) they don't know if they can take the bile tube out? Otherwise all the other things are out. He says that probably next week he can leave the hospital. Since few days he started to eat (like a baby) everything cut up in small pieces & very small quantities. Maybe they said he can leave because they don't know what to do? ->It won't be easy at home, knowing his case.
Yes when medicine comes to the end of its rope, so to speak, the best medicine is usually home. Your care giving never seems to end. John is a lucky guy.
->Sorry, maybe I should say something more positive. Now all I can do is pray for God's help. My challenge to work with my Faith in HIM.
Positive or negative it is the news so that is okay. The report on what is happening with John's situation is what it is whether good or bad. Thank you for your updates. All healers either here or there are surely continuing their work regardless of John's condition at any particular time. And surely prayer is good too.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste Dear Friend, ej
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 20:08:56 -0800
On Fri, 5 Mar 2010 04:09:33 +0100 (CET), you wrote:
->Greetings again E.J -> ->I've received your email but no answer to my mail. A error somewhere?
Yes, I just forwarded your message to the forum. Then I replied to it just now. And replying to your reply {8-)
->I heard that John's situation got worse, cancer is spreading, got probably 1 month to live but he doesn't know. He's due to be back home next week, so it might be a trial for him. I really don't know what's best now?
I suppose that the best thing is to make sure John is comfortable with an end to this incarnation. If that turns out to be the case. I mean... doctors do not know everything so there is still hope. But help John be comfortable with it and help him live whatever life he has left the way he wants to live it. No real sense in regretting what you will not have in the future, so the best thing to do is enjoy what you do have at Present. Life is to be lived, experienced. It is not a party or a wake, it is just a Walking exercise. If he can stay good and positive he could be helping the healing process too. Since life is basically all we know, that time without life can be quite hard to relate to. But those who have had near death experiences can tell you that it really is not so terrible. In fact they always say that they wonder why they feared it in the first place because it really is not an 'end' at all. So just being Present Moment to Moment becomes a serene state. Then life is easier to live. Do not fear the future or worry about the past, this is IT right NOW. But let John know that we are all working on him.
->Again sorry to bother you
Au contraire Dear Friend, no bother at all {8-)
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste, Metta, ej
AS Namaste is to say *may the Divine Essence AS me Embrace the Divine Essence AS you as a Divine Essence of One*, so too Metta is to say *may the Loving Kindness AS me Embrace the Loving Kindness AS you as a Loving Kindness of One*.
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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 05:13:14 +0100 (CET)
Greetings E.J,
I heard that cancer had spread to liver & eventually that shall be very painful. I was told he had 1 month? Eventually this type of cancer is very painful, I'll be alone with him & don't know if I can cope with that? His wife lives elsewhere, she's young. Yesterday when I came to the hospital he just had an argument with his wife about me,& left home before I arrived. John said that her drawback are sociability & jealousy. Many times she messed things up for him with his friends. I wish he could be serene, but not easy in this case.
I really don't know what to do next. I thought I had faith to move mountains, but all that comes are tears, a feeling that nothing works I feel so hopeless, I thought I would have a little more time? John looks so sad.
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 05:42:32 +0100 (CET)
Greetings E.J,
I had the NDE experience after giving birth. I had the choice to come back, because I was reminded that I had 3 young children, the third one just got born. So I came back. Re- entering my body seemed like prison. I have no problem with afterlife, but I want so much to continue enjoying this present earthlife with him.
Seeing that he's not happy now breaks my heart, I would so much like to see him smile & enjoy life. Seeing his wife's attitude making him sad? Well so many things I still would like to share with him. Taking him home in France for a family life, for here he's living all alone. Well it's not easy seeing what's happening.
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 21:01:02 -0800
->On Fri, 5 Mar 2010 05:13:14 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J, -> ->I heard that cancer had spread to liver & eventually that shall be very painful. I was told he had 1 month? Eventually this type of cancer is very painful, I'll be alone with him & don't know if I can cope with that? His wife lives elsewhere, she's young. Yesterday when I came to the hospital he just had an argument with his wife about me,& left home before I arrived. John said that her drawback are sociability & jealousy. Many times she messed things up for him with his friends. I wish he could be serene, but not easy in this case.
This was addressed in my last email. About working with John and the both of you accepting a possible eventual end to John's visit here in this realm. We are really just visitors here, you know. We can enjoy the visit of course, but basically we do not really want to get too attached to the place. When the visa runs out we have to go back Home. It's a no-brainer. We of course get a visa now and then and return for other visits, but always we have to go Home eventually. The sooner we get that straight the better off we will be.
->I really don't know what to do next. I thought I had faith to move mountains, but all that comes are tears, a feeling that nothing works ->I feel so hopeless, I thought I would have a little more time? John looks so sad.
You are doing what you can do, and doing a good job of it. Help John settle into his new state of being, his new state of affairs. Help him to get Present and embrace What-IS. Help him to work on himself, to observe himself, to BE his True Self. He can easily do that because it is done within, deeply within.
"To forfeit rest, and under pains' uncease One loses oneself and finds one's Self and enters into Peace."
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste, ej
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 21:10:50 -0800
->On Fri, 5 Mar 2010 05:42:32 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J, -> ->I had the NDE experience after giving birth. I had the choice to come back, because I was reminded that I had 3 young children, the third one just got born. So I came back. Re- entering my body seemed like prison. I have no problem with afterlife, but I want so much to continue enjoying this present earthlife with him.
Then you can relay this to John first hand. Usually the first step is getting over the fear of leaving. Without any fear of it then usually acceptance is easier. Nobody want to breakup a good thing, we will miss people we have been with our or their whole life, but when the visa runs out we all have to be ready to go Home.
->Seeing that he's not happy now breaks my heart, I would so much like to see him smile & enjoy life. Seeing his wife's attitude making him sad? Well so many things I still would like to share with him. Taking him home in France for a family life, for here he's living all alone. Well it's not easy seeing what's happening.
Our hearts go out to both you and John. Yes perhaps France might be the best place for him. At least he will be around family. Everyone concerned has to be strong. For each other, actually. But still do not give up hope. Look at everything realistically of course, but positive thinking goes a long way.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste, ej
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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 06:24:31 +0100 (CET)
Greeetings again,
I don't really know if he is accepting his eventual departure? Well if that's the case it's not easy, I've never done this before for someone.
Hopefully, God will give him some more time here?
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 06:37:57 +0100 (CET)
Thank you E.J for your comforting words, I won't give up hope. I must have faith to move mountains, maybe God will give some extra time. I'll go back to positive thinking, but this exercise of the mind, remaining positive & at the same time realistic is like two opposites that I have to handle at the same time. John just phoned me saying that the doctor just took out his bile tube & now he's on his own. He can come home anytime.
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 06:49:02 +0100 (CET)
Did I send you this message? anyway John said, he'll come back sometime next week anyway. Please help me help John the best way, since I've never done that. I understand that being serene & positive is the right attitude.
Namaste, Simone
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 21:52:34 -0800
->On Fri, 5 Mar 2010 06:37:57 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Thank you E.J for your comforting words, I won't give up hope. I must have faith to move mountains, maybe God will give some extra time. I'll go back to positive thinking, but this exercise of the mind, remaining positive & at the same time realistic is like two opposites that I have to handle at the same time.
Yes on the surface positive thinking and thinking realistically are in two separate corners of the rind, always fighting each other. But then... Reality... technically... is very positive. So in actuality positive thinking is quite realistic. You have really done it much of your life, so it should be a piece of cake for you {8-)
->John just phoned me saying that the doctor just took out his bile tube & now he's on his own. He can come home anytime.
Take a deep breath, lean into the wind, and just keep Walking.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Yes Namaste, ej
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Mar 2010 22:23:02 -0800
->On Fri, 5 Mar 2010 06:49:02 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Did I send you this message? anyway John said, he'll come back sometime next week anyway. Please help me help John the best way, since I've never done that. I understand that being serene & positive is the right attitude.
We are all here in support of you Simone, do not doubt that for a minute. It will come naturally for you, just help John as you would want to be helped. Put yourself in John's place, and what do you think would make you more positive? What would make it easier for you to be more serene? Most likely not everything you try will work, but it is a place to start. From there many modifications can be done. But as usual we will be a sounding board for ideas.
->Namaste, ->Simone
Namaste, Metta, ej
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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Mar 2010 07:49:52 +0100 (CET)
Thank you E.J & Healers out there for all your continued support.
I also shall try the "realistic positive attitude" though I still didn't grasp the explanation right...my negative thoughts/emotions are obstacles though Up to me to take control of my thoughts, as soon as I realise what's going on in me. Anyway, one thing at the time.
In Gratitude for all the help
P.S I'm glad I don't get the "return mail stuff". Namaste, Simone
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Subject: re: Death & Life
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Tue, 9 Mar 2010 02:52:47 +0100 (CET)
Greetings E.J,
Thanks for Krishnamurti's text. Very true to ponder on.
But as you said too, while there's life we may still hope. Who knows? John comes back home on Wednesday, so I have to prepare. Don't know what to do next? Doctors' don't.
Namaste,
Simone
Greetings EJ., I'm sending this mail out, because I got a return mail again. Well, John has fever today & shall be back home tomorrow March 10 with 2 weeks supply of pain killers to take before sleeping. He'll normally go back for a check up after 2 weeks.
Namaste, Simone
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Subject: Re: Death & Life
From: E.J. <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Mon, 08 Mar 2010 19:53:19 -0800
->On Tue, 9 Mar 2010 02:52:47 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J,
Greetings Dear Friend,
->Thanks for Krishnamurti's text. Very true to ponder on.
Here is another one that I have found useful from time to time: The Tibetan Book of the Dead http://www2.lib.virginia.edu/exhibits/dead/index2.html
->But as you said too, while there's life we may still hope. Who knows? John comes back home on Wednesday, so I have to prepare. Don't know what to do next? Doctors' don't.
Absolutely keep the faith. Stay positive and resolute in that if there is even a slight chance of recovery the 'powers that be' will surely guide its direction. We just should be ready for anything. All we can do is do what we do, yet that in itself is a lot. So do not worry Dear Friend, just do what can be done and know that it is the best that you can do.
->I'm sending this mail out, because I got a return mail again.
That is strange, but it must be with the server in Japan, as I have heard nothing unusual here.
->Well, John has fever today & shall be back home tomorrow March 10 with 2 weeks supply of pain killers to take before sleeping. ->He'll normally go back for a check up after 2 weeks.
You and he are going to France Soon?
->Namaste, ->Simone
Namaste, ej
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Subject: Re: Death & Life
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Tue, 9 Mar 2010 06:47:30 +0100 (CET)
Greetings E.J,
Thanks fot the Tibetan Book of the Dead. Do you still have the Patanjali teachings on how to manifest miracles? ( I remember you had Patanjali years' back on the web)
Well I suuggested John to come to France once he's strong enough to travel. He seemed to like the idea, but we haven't talked about it since a while. So let's see what happens. He has such a sad look.
I didn't tell you, but I've been doing daily Reiki plus other modes including a healing mantra(which was given to me), just putting hands on different parts concerned & trying to manifest his recovery, that's why wanted to look into Patanjali.
I don't even know if the hydrogen pyroxide is worth trying? I hear different things, some say yes but...... The stem cell therapy is supposed to be good, brings comfort but no cure, but costs 60,000 U.S Dollars for just two work ups. Different types of therapy, with BUT....
Yesterday John had fever, sad looking, tired & pain. I feel so unarmed with the situation. Nothing seems to work, I feel so useless in this situation.
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: Death & Life
From: E.J. <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Tue, 09 Mar 2010 07:00:29 -0800
->On Tue, 9 Mar 2010 06:47:30 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J,
Greetings Simone,
->Thanks fot the Tibetan Book of the Dead. ->Do you still have the Patanjali teachings on how to manifest miracles? ( I remember you had Patanjali years' back on the web)
Patanjali Yoga Sutras. Yes it is still at the Light Mission web site.
->Well I suuggested John to come to France once he's strong enough to travel. He seemed to like the idea, but we haven't talked about it since a while. So let's see what happens. He has such a sad look.
Well... it was not the complete cure that he expected so surely he would be sad about that. But the sadness is not doing him any good. It is time for him to enjoy what he has in stead of lamenting what he may not have in the future. He works against himself with such sadness. He loses the Moment, each Moment that passes. That is sad.
->I didn't tell you, but I've been doing daily Reiki plus other modes including a healing mantra(which was given to me), just putting hands on different parts concerned & trying to manifest his recovery, that's why wanted to look into Patanjali.
Yes do not leave any stone unturned. But too, get John to be more positive about living life as it IS. Looking at the life that he has as a miracle in itself and embracing that Moment. He will feel better about whatever happens. And he does not know what is going to happen so there is no use in stressing or worrying about it.
->I don't even know if the hydrogen pyroxide is worth trying? I hear different things, some say yes but...... The stem cell therapy is supposed to be good, brings comfort but no cure, but costs 60,000 U.S Dollars for just two work ups. Different types of therapy, with BUT....
Yes they are all "but..." There is only so much that you can do. There is more at stake in any life or any death than our own concerns. Either life or death is like tossing to stone into the lake, there is a ripple that touches many things. All who leave are missed, but leaving is no different than entering. It is all a part of the experience of life.
Maybe it is too soon, but here is a poem that might be comforting if it comes to this:
~ I AM Not There ~
Do not stand there and cry I am not in that Grave I no longer Suffer and there is nothing to Save, I AM those moving clouds that everyone Sees AS the Soft and Gentle Soothing summer Breeze.
I AM the very sparkle in the snow drifts of Winter And the Potential of the seed as the husks Splinter, I AM that summer moonlight that casts its Spell And the rejuvenation of the autumn leaves that Fell.
What do you think makes all those flowers Grow But the very Essence of what I AM yet to Know, I AM the sunlight of every Awakening Dawn And the Urge of God to which we are Drawn.
When you see the spring rain know that it is Me So too when you hear a sparrow singing in a Tree, I AM the very Eagles of the air as they take Flight And the moon you see reflected in a pond at Night.
When you look up and see stars in the night Sky You are peeking at me so do not wonder Why, I AM those planetary comets and the comet's Tail NOW I See that all the phenomenal is quite Frail.
Every time and every situation is a unique Pace So no need to compare with any other time or Place, Just carefully Taste the Present as that is Enough Because the impermanent past or future is too Rough.
So do not cry for me because I AM coming Back For I did not really Leave just on another Track, Open your eyes look around see me Everywhere So do not cry at some grave side I AM not There.
2002 - Yogajyotii
->Yesterday John had fever, sad looking, tired & pain. I feel so unarmed with the situation. Nothing seems to work, I feel so useless in this situation.
There is only so much that you can do. There is only so much that can be done.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste, ej
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Subject: Re: Death & Life
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Wed, 10 Mar 2010 00:50:12 +0100 (CET)
Greetings E.J,
Thanks so much for being here, you're such a comforting help. Please thank all your healers too. I really appreciate it. Thanks also for the warm thoughts of your poem. You wrote it 8 yrs ago, very lovely words.
John will be coming home today because I guess it's their limit. Next week he'll go to the first hospital for a checkup & then I don't know? Hopefully the pain won't get too bad, because all alone with him won't be easy, & I won't know what to do? His wife lives elsewhere, I don't want to interfere in their life, even if I think she should take care of him. She works three mornings per week & she's around thirty. Anyway, that's why I'm here too. Who am I to complain, I just accept & be happy to still have the most intense moments I ever had with my brother.
My husband, Cyrille, who's alone taking care of my two elderly parents, told me that my mother fell down when trying to get up from sofa, probably dizzy spell. My father looked on, but didn't alert Cyrille who was downstairs. Luckily my mother could call him. So he came up right away did some Reiki & after she wanted to vomit, so took her to toilet. After telephoned doctor to ask what to do? Later, she seemed ok. Next came my father, twisting with pain around the swallowing tube (eusophage I think ?) So Cyrille gave some medecine, did some Reiki & phoned the doctor again. Pain subsided, so he made some soup & gave them. For the time being it's ok. Tomorrow the doctor will visit them.
So both of us are busy taking care, & both places are snowing. Cyrille said he can't even drive since 2 days, due to weather conditions. It didn't snow like that since 30 yrs in that part of France. Last night coming back from the hospital, I broke my umbrella using it because it was snowing with lots of wind. I had to buy a new one at the shop where I shop for food, to continue to come home. Today, the weather condition is still wet & cold. When I used to lived in the sunny Islands of Tahitii & Réunion, it was nothing like what we're experiencing here! Weather was so warm & sunny! Well, I'll have to get the house ready for John's coming back home this morning, & go & fetch him at the hospital & bring him back in a taxi.
I would like so much that healing takes place & that we could laugh again & enjoy life together!
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: Death & Life
From: E.J. <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Tue, 09 Mar 2010 18:19:07 -0800
->On Wed, 10 Mar 2010 00:50:12 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J, -> ->Thanks so much for being here, you're such a comforting help. Please thank all your healers too. I really appreciate it. Thanks also for the warm thoughts of your poem. You wrote it 8 yrs ago, very lovely words.
AS the Present, AS the Moment, there is just life. And even after death there is just life. Living or not living there is still just life. Death is no less a journey than life. I was just trying to say that in that poem.
->John will be coming home today because I guess it's their limit. Next week he'll go to the first hospital for a checkup & then I don't know? Hopefully the pain won't get too bad, because all alone with him won't be easy, & I won't know what to do? His wife lives elsewhere, I don't want to interfere in their life, even if I think she should take care of him. She works three mornings per week & she's around thirty. Anyway, that's why I'm here too. Who am I to complain, I just accept & be happy to still have the most intense moments I ever had with my brother.
Yes like your parents John will need a real care-giver, who can field any situation as it presents itself. It seems that John's wife would want to stay with him more now that he needs caring for until he gets a little strength so he can do more for himself. But I do not know the technicalities of the situation there. So.....
->My husband, Cyrille, who's alone taking care of my two elderly parents, told me that my mother fell down when trying to get up from sofa, probably dizzy spell. My father looked on, but didn't alert Cyrille who was downstairs. Luckily my mother could call him. So he came up right away did some Reiki & after she wanted to vomit, so took her to toilet. After telephoned doctor to ask what to do? Later, she seemed ok. Next came my father, twisting with pain around the swallowing tube (eusophage I think ?) So Cyrille gave some medecine, did some Reiki & phoned the doctor again. Pain subsided, so he made some soup & gave them. For the time being it's ok. Tomorrow the doctor will visit them.
Your husband is a trooper too, bless you both.
->So both of us are busy taking care, & both places are snowing. Cyrille said he can't even drive since 2 days, due to weather conditions. It didn't snow like that since 30 yrs in that part of France. Last night coming back from the hospital, I broke my umbrella using it because it was snowing with lots of wind. I had to buy a new one at the shop where I shop for food, to continue to come home. Today, the weather condition is still wet & cold. When I used to lived in the sunny Islands of Tahitii & Réunion, it was nothing like what we're experiencing here! Weather was so warm & sunny! ->Well, I'll have to get the house ready for John's coming back home this morning, & go & fetch him at the hospital & bring him back in a taxi.
Snow... that is something I do not miss here in southern California. Of course there is snow in the mountains, above 4,000 feet, but below that we never see snow here. Good luck Dear Friend with your care giving job with John, and keep me posted when you get time. I know that your time will be taken up making sure John is taken care of, but when you get the time keep me updated.
->I would like so much that healing takes place & that we could laugh again & enjoy life together!
Who knows... stranger things have happened {8-) We are all working on John in the hopes that healing will take place. Providence willing... and the creek don't rise... healings do take place.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste, ej
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Subject: I Don't Know
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Thu, 11 Mar 2010 12:38:41 +0100 (CET)
Greetings again E.J,
I don't know if this mail arrived, so I'll try to send it out again. Today I heard that my father has oesophagus cancer, that's why he has so much trouble swallowing. Doctor said that if he goes to the hospital;at his age they can't do much so they'll just leave him there in bed. So probably it's better to continue like this at home. So one thing after another, such is life.
Namaste, Simone
Greetings E.J,
No, there won't be any care giver here, no I don't think she'll (wife) do the caring, I guess it's all up to me. Not like France. In case of need I'll have to call a doctor. John came home with some medicine to take. 0f course maybe his wife will just come & probably cook something? eat with us & then go home I don't know? Today we just came home & had lunch together, she took off & probably shall be back a littlle later. We're all in a learning process so let's wait & see. I'm not in their shoes. I'll adapt to whatever presents itself. Anyway, even when I wasn't here they used to see each other weekends, I think? I guess they like to be free? She is living in another place. I'm not used to, but maybe new style? That's why I asked for a doctor's certificate for my plane ticket & the visa I'll have to leave the country & go to the nearest country, like Corea & back to prolong my stay here for another 3 months. Maybe, he'll have enough of me? Hopefully by then he'll be strong enough to travel to France.
> > Your husband is a trooper too, bless you both.
Yes, he has a very generous heart. He too is on a spiritual path like me, & he's 74 yrs. taking care of my parents, lucky over there we have nurses coming to the house to wash them & doctor when needed. A lady comes to clean the house upstairs where my parents stay. So at least we get some help. But my husband does the shopping, cooking & washing dishes & clothes etc....We talk to each other daily on Skype, that's how I know what's going on at home & visa versa. > > -> > Snow... that is something I do not miss here in southern California. > Of course there is snow in the mountains, above 4,000 feet, but below that > we never see snow here.
It must be nice living out there!
Good luck Dear Friend with your care giving job > with John, and keep me posted when you get time. I know that your time > will be taken up making sure John is taken care of, but when you get the > time keep me updated. >
I shall update you as often as I can. Today he seems to be happy at home. >
> Who knows... stranger things have happened {8-) We are all working on > John in the hopes that healing will take place. Providence willing... and > the creek don't rise... healings do take place.
Hopefully Providence is willing to grant John's healing, that's our sincere prayers! Again thank you all healers for the contiinued effort on John, we really are grateful. Juste hoping that the pain will disappear.
Namaste,
Simone
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Subject: Re: I Don't Know
From: E.J. <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 11 Mar 2010 06:41:42 -0800
->On Thu, 11 Mar 2010 12:38:41 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings again E.J,
Good to hear from you Simone,
->I don't know if this mail arrived, so I'll try to send it out again. Today I heard that my father has oesophagus cancer, that's why he has so much trouble swallowing. Doctor said that if he goes to the hospital;at his age they can't do much so they'll just leave him there in bed. So probably it's better to continue like this at home. So one thing after another, such is life.
Thanks for the update on the home front in France.
->No, there won't be any care giver here, no I don't think she'll (wife) do the caring, I guess it's all up to me. Not like France. In case of need I'll have to call a doctor. John came home with some medicine to take. 0f course maybe his wife will just come & probably cook something? eat with us & then go home I don't know? Today we just came home & had lunch together, she took off & probably shall be back a littlle later. We're all in a learning process so let's wait & see. I'm not in their shoes. I'll adapt to whatever presents itself. Anyway, even when I wasn't here they used to see each other weekends, I think? I guess they like to be free? She is living in another place. I'm not used to, but maybe new style? That's why I asked for a doctor's certificate for my plane ticket & the visa I'll have to leave the country & go to the nearest country, like Corea & back to prolong my stay here for another 3 months. Maybe, he'll have enough of me? Hopefully by then he'll be strong enough to ->travel to France.
Yes being there for everyone is challenging to be sure, but I know that if anyone can do it you can. Yes John and his wife have an unusual arrangement, at least I have not seen it anywhere before. The only incidence where I have seen it is when one lives where they work. Then a couple could live apart except for the weekends. But I am sure that you can get used to in {8-)
->> > Your husband is a trooper too, bless you both. -> ->Yes, he has a very generous heart. He too is on a spiritual path like me, & he's 74 yrs. taking care of my parents, lucky over there we have nurses coming to the house to wash them & doctor when needed. A lady comes to clean the house upstairs where my parents stay. So at least we get some help. But my husband does the shopping, cooking & washing dishes & clothes etc....We talk to each other daily on Skype, that's how I know what's going on at home & visa versa.
Yes it sounds like care giving in France is better than I have seen here.
->> Snow... that is something I do not miss here in southern California. ->> Of course there is snow in the mountains, above 4,000 feet, but below that ->> we never see snow here. -> ->It must be nice living out there!
It has its up-side {8-)
->Good luck Dear Friend with your care giving job ->> with John, and keep me posted when you get time. I know that your time ->> will be taken up making sure John is taken care of, but when you get the ->> time keep me updated. ->> ->I shall update you as often as I can. Today he seems to be happy at home. >
Thank you. Yes I am sure that home is far better than the hospital. His healing might be better at home because I think the hospital life was wearing away at him.
->> Who knows... stranger things have happened {8-) We are all working on ->> John in the hopes that healing will take place. Providence willing... and ->> the creek don't rise... healings do take place. -> ->Hopefully Providence is willing to grant John's healing, that's our sincere prayers! Again thank you all healers for the contiinued effort on John, we really are grateful. Juste hoping that the pain will disappear.
Our prayers too Dear Friend.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste, ej
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Subject: UPDATE John
From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Sun, 14 Mar 2010 10:20:25 +0100 (CET)
Greetings E.J,
I'm still getting those return mail & you're the only address that happens to up to now, strange? Well hopefully this will work, through "simple monk".
So as you know John is back. Every day he goes for a short walk & eats, but very little. He's still quite weak so the has to be assisted for most of the daily things. The important thing is he's fighting his way through. Last night he forgot to take his pain killer on time, & started hurting, so I felt so useless. Because it's hidden under some painkillers. The problem is still there!
Would like so much that miracle to happen, if it's ok with God. Sometimes feel that HE'S not listening to my prayers, & I feel down, though I want to be strong right through. Well, if I only know how to do a good job. Patanjali, maybe I missed out somewhere, can't find the right place, but it seems to me, he said how to go about how to make miracles happen. I suppose it's only possible with elite people.
But God can also hear & understand ordinary people? So with all my heart I try & nothing seems to work!
Namaste,
Simone
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Re: UPDATE John
From: E.J. <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 14 Mar 2010 08:31:04 -0700
->On Sun, 14 Mar 2010 10:20:25 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J,
Greetings Dear Friend,
->I'm still getting those return mail & you're the only address that happens to up to now, strange? Well hopefully this will work, through "simple monk".
Surely anything will work through a simple monk {8-)
->So as you know John is back. Every day he goes for a short walk & eats, but very little. He's still quite weak so the has to be assisted for most of the daily things. The important thing is he's fighting his way through. Last night he forgot to take his pain killer on time, & started hurting, so I felt so useless. Because it's hidden under some painkillers. The problem is still there!
Yes recovery will take a while. Remember that John was down for a long while. It takes time to build up strength. Of course we all are working on getting John better, we all would like to see a miracle in this.
->Would like so much that miracle to happen, if it's ok with God. Sometimes feel that HE'S not listening to my prayers, & I feel down, though I want to be strong right through. Well, if I only know how to do a good job. Patanjali, maybe I missed out somewhere, can't find the right place, but it seems to me, he said how to go about how to make miracles happen. I suppose it's only possible with elite people.
There is only so much we can do Dear Friend. Anyone's coming or going affects all the people connected to that coming or going. His wife, his family, his friends, his associates, even the people at the hospital who tended to his care - all these people are affected by his coming or his going. Whatever is meant to be will be. Karma works that way. Many are working for John's release from his illness, but by the same token we must understand that we are limited in what we can do. We can not change Karma and we can not pretend to be god. We can only do what can be done and accept what we can not do.
->But God can also hear & understand ordinary people? So with all my heart I try & nothing seems to work!
Give it time. Do not be impatient. Persistence and perseverance and patience are keynotes here. But what is meant to be will be. That is a mountain we all must climb.
->Namaste, -> ->Simone
Namaste Dear Friend
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